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Land Without Customs
My land had no customs.
Habits, tricks
of the slow tongue,
leading beasts to grass,
roads slape with rain,
or answering
weddings and deaths in
a dry voice
scurfy as dust in the
village square,
boys’ names carved into
the old stocks;
these—but no customs.
Unless you count
the old men making one
stretch of wall
the place for their
backs, spring sun
blinking their eyes; or
the way all
was marbles one day,
the next tops,
in the road alongside
the brick school.
Certain inevitables
there were: the rub
of hands on apron at
house door
to speak to strangers,
the mild horse
surging the plough at a
harsh roar
of ritual violence, the
long silence
before speech. And
these were
known and unknown. The
land stood
somewhere inside them.
A phrase missed,
a nod too easy, and
boots dragged
at embarrassed cobbles.
Two miles west
it was shallower,
lighter. I once saw
a man there run for the
town bus.
But no customs. In a
way stronger
for that, I think.
There was no need
to assert the place. It
grew, changed;
the electric came and a
new road
out to the south, and
the telephone.
The pump was condemned.
But the past stood.
And I daresay still, in
its own way,
stands. Though a plaque
by the old stocks
set in the wall is a
thought strange,
there in the square are
the old looks,
the pause before
speech, the drab men
spitting in dust.
Should I go back
these will have made
me. The small fields
are as small elsewhere,
the sky as blue
or just as grey with a
thread of rain,
the stacks as lumpish,
but here grew
something inalienable,
a way
of giving each least
thing its due,
a rock to living. A
land without
customs, yes, but a
land held
hard on its course,
unsparing, firm
in its own ways. As I
grow old
time hardens into that
sure face
watching the foreign,
shiftless world.
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